When I Kill Myself

The film follows a group of children subjected to a government experiment aimed at understanding the causes behind youth suicides. Selected for their resilience, these children are placed in a YSC facility under constant surveillance. Each child is given a detonator with a red switch, with the grim notion that pressing it will result in immediate death. Most succumb to the pressure and press the switch, but six children resist.

These survivors—Masami, Naoto, Hiro, Ryota, Kimiaki, and Aiko—navigate the psychological toll of their circumstances while facing the influence of project manager Tsukuda. Their varied personalities and backgrounds highlight the different ways individuals cope with trauma and pressure, making the film a thought-provoking commentary on the struggles faced by today's youth. As a physical media collector, this title offers a unique perspective within the thriller genre, showcasing the complexities of adolescent psychology amid societal issues.